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It Wasn't Enough Chap:14As soon as I step out of the clinic into the cold air, I take a refreshing deep breath which helps relieve my tense stance.
I go to take a step forward and make my way home, but the dizziness overpowers me; so instead I am forced to grip the wall and slide down to the floor. This is most defiantly a day I don't want to go through again. Thinking to myself, there's only one question that swarms my mind: have I made the right choice?
I'm just a kid, but I know that going through months of pregnancy for the end point to be holding a baby in my arms would be amazing; maybe the greatest feeling in the world. I can do that later though when I'm ready. I don't want to think about it anymore, I feel in no frame of mind to. Instead I sit and watch the life around me unfold, letting my mind rest from its racing state.
"Kyle Kyle!" Jerking my head to the source of the sound, I'm welcome to the sight of Stan rushing towards me, but then I frown as Cartman following not too far behin
It Wasn't Enough Chap:13While I sit nervously in the slightly padded seat in the waiting room of the Unplanned Parenthood, I drum my fingers on my knee and think of what's to come. I'm still only sixteen; I've got loads of decisions left to choose from for my life. Having this baby would only limit them. I could follow my dad as lawyer like my family wants me to. Whereas I could do what I want, which would be something involved with the Denver Nuggets. I gave up on wanting to play with them a while back; I can see I'm never going to be tall enough. I could always be a psychologist. That'd be cool, I did once read like, all psychology books ever written. Yeah, I'll be a psychologist, then after I'm done with my education and have got a stable job, then I'll meet someone. We'll settle down, and one day, maybe while it's raining outside and we're stuck in sitting on the window sill where we're watching the rain fall down, he'll just pull out a ring and ask me to marry him, and of course, I'll say yes in a heart
It Wasn't Enough Chap:12"You don't have to do this, dude"
"It's what's best, Stan"
"For who?" I titled my head slightly to look at an incredulous Stan.
"Me, my family Cartman." I look away back to the empty corner of my room, while Stan huffs out a laugh. He just doesn't understand. How could he? He has Wendy, there's no chance of him getting pregnant by someone who seriously couldn't care less.
"What do you care how Cartman feels? If he doesn't want to be apart of this then fuck him. You're going to be a great parent Kyle, I know you will." Even though I smile softly at Stan's words, it does little to change my mind. I'd thought this decision over many times since coming back from Cartman's three days ago, and had gone ahead to book the appointment for an abortion. My parents had had their turn to change my mind, stating that they'd help with anything, and that I'm not alone in this. Then Ike had come to talk, saying he'd always be there for me. But none of this had turned out in their favour, nor mine;
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